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"So I get to be the stereotype: female, white, young, middle-class. I can’t tell the story for all of us. I wrote this because I object to the homogenizing, the inaccurate trend in the majority of eating disorders literature that tends to generalize from the part to the whole, from a person to a group. I am not a doctor or a professor, or an expert or a pundit. I’m a girl. I have no college degree, & I never graduated from high school. I do research. I read. I talk to people. I look around. I think. Those aren’t qualifications enough. My only qualification, in the end, is this: I live it."

-Marya Hornbacher, Wasted "a memoir of anorexia & bulimia", page 7 & 8

basically, my life is like a fricking rollercoaster. good days, bad days, uncontrollable days, all in very short rotation. there's no stability. all the while, you're loating yourself 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. you aren't good enough, thin enough, pretty enough, smart enough, worth it, enough. and i wonder why i'm losing my mind? its just fucking chaos. how is anything suppose to get done around here?

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